At this time in my life I feel like I am caring for the right person but at the wrong time!!
Sometimes I sit and cry because of how much I care!! Why because I can't go any further with these feelings! I find myself going off into places I shouldn't and say why am I doing this to myself!!! Get over it and move on- everyone has!!! But I can't or don't know how!
My life isn't terrible but it's not ideal for ME! I want it to be MY LIFE and it's not! Other people are involved!!! ...and part of their feelings are in my hands!!
If I would have only met you 7 years ago!!! But no need in thinking about the past!!!